Birthday and School Time.

It's been a very long time that we students have been on a vacation including all the teachers in and around the country. Today is my brother's birthday and nothing special is going to happen. No party, no family dinner in a fancy hotel or a restaurant and not even a birthday party. February 22, 2001, was the day when i got my brother and I am suppose to be the luckiest son ever to have a brother who is really clever and smart then me. Same like all other brothers I never figured out how much I love him until the day last year when I kind of ran away from home.

Our family is not common to others living around us, who celebrate birthday party or have a gift for the birthday guy. As in my previous post I have mentioned that our family grew out of low class family so, its really been hard on all our family members to make a celebration in past years so the culture does not exist.

Yesterday it was out 5th King's birthday and today its my brothers, I can't believe I am really enjoying a lot. There is only two person in our family who know our birthday on the exact day except for mom and dad. But no matter what we are always a family though the birthday does not count much. That's all for the birthday and Happy birthday to all the person who are having the birthday on the same day and also to those who are going to have in future.

School is finally opening, after a 2 months of break and I really missed my school time. Last year I was not that responsible so I failed.No matter what there's always a second chance and that is going to count much then the last one. Like a saying goes "Opportunity does not strike twice, even if it does it will never be as same as before."

Today I am very happy thinking that I have got second chance from all the people starting from my GURU'S (Teachers) who taught me and my parents. I am glad that they understood me. From now on I am letting my past go and focus on present and plan for future.
And most importantly all the readers do remember that You can't repeat the past...

Failure part II

While on my way to my house I was very sad not knowing what my parents would say to me but when I reached firstly my mom asked me how was your result I directly said that I failed but it seemed that she did not believed in me so after a while she again came to me and at that time I was with my dad were he was telling me what failure was and for what reason did I fail. During that time before asking me mom asked my dad about my result as she did not believed in me the previous time. Even dad said that I failed, she just turned around and walked towards shop not saying anything.

I was surprised when mom said nothing. That day I stayed at home not knowing what to do and was also thinking about finding a work if I dropped the school. In the evening after having dinner mom came to my room and told me that today I might have learned what failure is and she also said that sometimes it's better for toppers to fail so that they will know what failing means.

That  moment when I heard those words from mom I realized that I was wrong about dropping school and running away from home.After that I questioned myself did all the students who failed liked me and also those who have failed two to three times have done same things like me that I am thinking today. While the answer was no. I have not even heard one student who have done things of that kind so I removed two of that idea from my one was to drop the school and other running away from home.

From next day I started to make a plan about my future. My plan was about changing myself, like a saying if you want to make someone else good first you should be good. But in my case it was not to make someone good rather it was for myself. My plan started with learning a respect that I have forgotten. After that i tried to stay away from computer and that I still can't. So ignoring that I thought of studying for next year but that too I could not But I was able to study HTML and JAVA. That's all for my second part, I know that I am late.

Every time when a student is asked to do homework some of the STD's fails to so all of them makes an excuse saying they forgot or they were busy in their house and most commonly they will say that they forgot their book in the class only, no one will ever tell the truth no matter what. That is because we the students think that we might be pardoned if we make an excuse. 

In my case thinks what would you do when you have to choice that is to help your parents or ignore that and write for your blog after you fail in your exam? For me I thought helping my parents was better than writing for my blog so I am late. But the question is what field did you help your parents in for 2 weeks. That is not true actually I helped them for first week and in the second week I was in my village where there is no internet so what would I do?